December 2010
Happiness has a heartbeat.
When I hear a cheesy love song, or see a cute couple or am driving alone, its you I think of. Its ridiculous, I can never NOT think of him. I feel like he gave me a new heartbeat to happiness. A heartbeat no one has ever given me. No one has made me feel like THIS. I’m so serious. Everyday gets better. He amazes me everyday. My heart is so happy. It feels like its stuck in butterfly mode...
Guh.
Moving fast much? Haha. That’s what happiness does to you. If things continue to go well, this time next year I’ll be in a wonderful relationship, moved in with a wonderful man.
Update.
We get better & better everyday. I get closer & more comfortable with him. I’m able to talk to him about my nana whenever I want without feeling like I have a huge whole in my heart. Loosing two people that meant a great deal to you in a month makes you feel like death is surrounding you. Teasing you. Laughing in your face because of its ability to rip you apart. He is helping me...
Damn, I'm so lucky.
This man is seriously the best Christmas present. Im so lucky. Spending Christmas watching my love play games with my brother. My family likes him so much already. I’m so gifted, I miss my nana so much & wish she was here to tell me what she thought of him. But I know she would love him. I feel like she sent him to me. Cheers to my future.
Guhhhhhh
He’s gonna meet the fam tonight, I’m soo excited ! Not only is he meeting my mom and dad, but eveeeryone in ONE night. Its my sisters 21st birthday dinner. I’m so excited. I miss him like crazy :( I can’t wait til they come to love the wonderful guy I super like. I’m so excited & happy. I feel so blessed.
Suite Life of Zack and Cody.
Zack: Ow! Papercut! Kiss it please?
Mr. Moseby: You can’t even see it.
Zack: You can’t see a broken heart either, but it still hurts.
Hate ittt.
I hate being awake when he’s not. So far our relationship gets better & better every single day. He’s the only thing on my mind & I promise you, he will continue to be so. I’ve seen him a week straight, every day. Tomorrow we’re having movie night at his house (: I love us, were so cute & amazing. I feel like I’m on top of the world. I’m so happy,...
Ok.
I know I see him everyday, but I feel like that’s not enough. Its insane, I miss him every second I’m not with him. I mean I deeply miss him, like I’m missing something & when I see him i feel complete. Ahhhh (:
Mr.Right.
I don’t want to call it settling because that sounds horrible. But i’m wonderful where I am. He’s the light in my life & i’m the same to his. I love spending every free second I can possible squeeze in with him. I’m so happy right now. I’m so scared to ruin anything. Its funny because you never know when you have met the rest of your life. I don’t know...
Got it allll figured out.
Alright, so obviously you all know he’s amazing (: well in the mean time of our growing puppy love, I got a job & already started working my ass off. We just opened a brand new store yesterday at valley fair. I’m super excited. But after hours, all of my extra time goes to him, gladly. We spent all evening together & I figured out a couple of things, he’s more than...
Flashes.
I can see our greatest memories in my head. I miss you so much. I saw you in my dreams the other night. I just wish I would wake up from this nightmare that the world has put me in. I would live in inception if I had to, to be with you again. Even though you’d probably be really mad at me for doing something like that. I love that about you. I just hate not being able to talk to you. To see...
Finally.
I was able to express how I feel about it all.
